Wanted It So Much

I tried so hard, I wanted it so much
You had to be mine
Never had a chance, not there for romance
Just a bit of fun
I wanted it so much
Had to make you mine
I tried so hard, could never make it happen
Finally gave up, years passed and we lost touch
Reconnected by chance, ready for romance
I was all too aware that I had laid it all bare
Suddenly afraid to share
I couldn't go there
Had wanted it so much
Now I'm too afraid
To try
Protected and shy
Afraid to believe
Now I'm too afraid
To try
Protected and shy
Afraid to believe
Now I'm too afraid
To try
Protected and shy
Afraid to believe
It breaks me to say
I feel this way
I wanted it so much
So, so much
I wanted you
So much